Sunday, November 28, 2010

LEILA


Sarcastic, funny, angry then smooth in a split of a second, Leila is an exceptional choir conductor at LAU. Seventy years old with a spirit of a strong young woman in her thirties, Leila shouts at the tenor, smiles to the sopranos, hushes the altos, and fidgets like all of us as she makes fun of our moves!
“Legs straight”, “Heads up in pride”, and “…From the abdomen, not the gorge!!” She would strike us with such essentials! She would lean over and sway her body while we sing. Her cheeks seem to enjoy liveliness as she smiles along every high note and her eye brows get closer with the sadness of the tenor!
Getting prepared to sing in the Christmas Carols Ceremony is an enjoyment with a true artist like Leila, whose attitude is funny, even when she raises her hand and points at us as she imitates the mistakes she heard we did! She is a storm in tremendous fury when she spots a sleepy posture or a reckless, tired lad. She is a melody, in the parts we sing Haydn so well. She is pure silk when she talks to me.
Kindness will aromatize the room in a while as the Christmas bells ring the hearts. Reheasal is in twenty minutes!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Café Hamra on a Sunday Morning


One of the most beautiful places in Hamra is a new place called Café Hamra. I just love this place because it’s a perfect blend of the Hamra spirit…Bob Marley and Samira Toufik, whose songs speak of coffee, are tagged on the coffee menu billboards. “I Love HAMRA” and other Arabic soft clichés are stamped on the red walls in Arabic and English. These walls are beautiful because they have cool shelves with books and because they are red (Hamra). Different pictures of the Rahbani’s and old Hamra Street are framed and hung on the walls. Those walls…remind me of  “The Twilight Saga” theme colors. Silver, Black, and Red disperse in White… “Sunset” is the drink I’m having. It’s labeled as a specialty on the menu. It is strawberry, passion fruit, and banana mixed with crushed ice, just like irony itself. Its taste is sweet though. Books are everywhere; on the console to my right, on the private table to my left, and on their shelves…I’m going through my off-campus PhD papers to Calgary and thinking of Waleed Hourani’s piano concert tomorrow. Today is such a good day because being in a place you love and doing the things you like is essential for independence. Tomorrow. Tomorrow is Independence Day and it’s gonna be a good night; being there in the Assembly Hall, living the classics that this amazing Lebanese yet international pianist would like the Assembly Hall walls to roar with on the night of Novermber 22, 2010, celebrating independence.   

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Julia: Princess of Disney


As I saw your Disney Land pictures yesterday, I knew what my Sunday blog is going to be about.
You are a soft lullaby that soothes Cinderella while her step-mother would lock her in a room, mollifies Jasmine as she wildly explores the world through the magic carpet ride, and soothes Belle with every withering rose leaf.
You are a wonderful blend of beauty. You are very active, funny, creative, and shy (at times). Your glowing blue eyes foreshadow a glorious tomorrow. Your happy spirit is what keeps everyone around you thinking of you. Julia, you are an endless source of cheerfulness to all of us.  
You have Cinderella’s polite shy attitude, Jasmine’s free spirit, and Belle’s intelligence. I love you, Princesss.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

A Momental Journey


It is a remarkable moment in life when you realize the hero inside you! It is when you recognize the giant in there; how much you are alive, how much you can add to life, and how much you “are” life. It also drives a compellingly dangerous yet freeing feeling. You might become a larger-than-life personality in your own eyes at times.

Think of what happens when the very same eyes witness that hero, but now, outside yourself. What you would think and how you would feel make a much more intense experience! At first, you wouldn’t believe it happening for it looks surreal. You would want to delve into it even more, only to find your hero, standing there, looking at you closely and watching over you with caress. You can almost hear what his eyes are saying. It now feels even more surreal.

Wasn’t I trying to explore my Self in the journey called life? Didn’t I try my best to stand on mountains and lift my spirit by leaps and bounds every time my foot would slip? Isn’t climbing up there supposed to be a struggle? “Why does it look so beautiful now?” I’d ask myself. I was looking for beauty inside of me all the time; only to find the real beauty – outside: real, genuine, and completely… incredible!
As I once wrote in my journal: “What I found is way more mesmerizing than what I was searching for.” I was searching for the peace and love, strength and wisdom inside of me. What I found is a tantalizing combination of all four in the person You are. Exploring poise, awareness, beauty, religiousness, hope, and ease was zealous when I found them so naturally flowing into You, resembling what I’ve been searching for all through the journey!


The resemblance strengthens my own strength, self, and being. More importantly, it embraces being myself. So the journey called life –as we know it- that favors self-exploration, is from what I realize now only beautiful when I explore myself through you; through your strength; through you being.

“Being” around you is the only being I’d wish for myself. The word “being” is like playing Super Mario Bros. When I was thirteen, I used to play Nintendo’s famous Super Mario game to save the princess. I wanted her to be saved as quickly as possible. So I decided to take the lead in the final stage before I learned to pass through the previous levels. “Saving the princess was more important than learning the little tricks that Super Mario would need on his way to Stage 8 (the last one)”, I used to think.


By getting the “1-Ups”, Mario seeks to optimize his chances for a full recollection of the experience called life, as he makes his way to the princess imprisoned in the dragon castle. Likewise, looking into your eyes, I could hear my heart pump the sparkling sound of Mario's "1-Up". Being with you, the prison breaks and the princess is saved and set free.
Imagine! One life gained; one more. One more  journey to enjoy at every “1-up” collected. Every time I See You, it feels like a “1-up”! It feels like a new life, revitalized to see myself through you even more.